OK.
I know, an i'm sure ALL you students out there know that exams are very near. so, i juz wanna wish
GOOD LUCK To all you.... (tho i think I need lots of it myself)
PMR students: I envy you. Really.
And one more thing.....
I juz recieved a brand-new Metal Freehand Zero!!!! Its a 3rd edition!
Ppl would b thinkin i would be gettin a Mayhem.... In my dreams, yeah. ( about 2x the $$, btw....)
Oh, and for those who dunno what they are..., they both are yoyos. And Duncan ones at that. The Metal FHz i bought, it costs 180+, i got it 4 150. so i'll leave the maths 2 u, eh? (i mean the price of the Mayhem)
Most expensive one ive gotten so far! yeah, 2 those who have seen my collection, the hitman is more expensive.... (Currently abt the same price as the MFHz) BUT..... paid onli 120. thanx 2 Shakeel! U rock dude!
okok.
so, Back 2 exams.
I'm really not sure about my future. n It's independant of my results. and its not that i dunno wat i want 2 do. Get it? I guess the problems pretty clear.....
Do well, k? And pray 4 me 2.....
God Bless.
ps: Wow, Fawwaz, u seem 2 be the onli 1 still hanging around..... Thanx dude
Saturday, October 31
Sunday, October 18
More about myself......
I have read on other ppl's blogs, people who seem sensitive and kind, who wont lift a finger against another man. they tell their deepest secrets, that they do lift fingers, and fists,and ultimately, wield the sword.
And that's what exactly what people think of me. Now it seems as i kill with my tongue, but that became partially true only less than half a decade ago. read, PARTIALLY. To think of it, I hit everybody, save my teachers, which somehow, is beyond me. By everybody I MEAN everybody. I got into a fight with my adversary, and if not for my friends and status at that time, I would have gone down with him. And this is the one thing which i think no average son, any man with a sane mind, would ever do. I have struck my sister, and my parents. Maybe it was in anger, but i have said, anger isnt a sin. it never was. it was what i did that made it a sin. i cannot remember the details of the events, but i remember laying a downward punch on my mother. Hitting a man would kinda seem more mature, as i have been told. Every1 tells me, a guy who strikes a woman is of utmost immaturity. If that is the case, im still a zygote. I think of the time of the Jews, of ancient china, where women were done with as men pleased. Today, it seems the exact opposite, where all a man can do is pack up and leave the home which be built with the labour of his hands and sweat of his brow, as well as the wife he vowed to remain steadfast till the end of time. Crimes against women are always highlighted, but at the same time, crimes against men are less known.
I am not being cynical towards women, but rather I am saying, feminism is good, if it is not overdone. asking for higher wages and better positions, that is fine. but these are the facts: Discrimination is not about Gender only, it encompasses race, and religion. And neither gender can be destroyed, for the other will be destroyed as well.
Conclusion is, Count your blessings. Every1 has rights, but ppl see that the other has more, and thus he wants more. Avarice is not only limited to material things, but also Favour, Power or in short, all things worldly.
If I have smote my brethren, be it as the past, not forgotten, but remembered, that it will not encompass me again. for i have just struck my brother, but another may have killed him, and another may have blamed another for his slaughter. And remember, Rights are not given, they are earned, as the food on your table or the shirt on your back. And for a reason it is made such. If they were given freely, it would be of no value, as it can be obtained everywhere.
And so, count your blessings. For if there was not a man lower than you, you would not be where you are...........
And that's what exactly what people think of me. Now it seems as i kill with my tongue, but that became partially true only less than half a decade ago. read, PARTIALLY. To think of it, I hit everybody, save my teachers, which somehow, is beyond me. By everybody I MEAN everybody. I got into a fight with my adversary, and if not for my friends and status at that time, I would have gone down with him. And this is the one thing which i think no average son, any man with a sane mind, would ever do. I have struck my sister, and my parents. Maybe it was in anger, but i have said, anger isnt a sin. it never was. it was what i did that made it a sin. i cannot remember the details of the events, but i remember laying a downward punch on my mother. Hitting a man would kinda seem more mature, as i have been told. Every1 tells me, a guy who strikes a woman is of utmost immaturity. If that is the case, im still a zygote. I think of the time of the Jews, of ancient china, where women were done with as men pleased. Today, it seems the exact opposite, where all a man can do is pack up and leave the home which be built with the labour of his hands and sweat of his brow, as well as the wife he vowed to remain steadfast till the end of time. Crimes against women are always highlighted, but at the same time, crimes against men are less known.
I am not being cynical towards women, but rather I am saying, feminism is good, if it is not overdone. asking for higher wages and better positions, that is fine. but these are the facts: Discrimination is not about Gender only, it encompasses race, and religion. And neither gender can be destroyed, for the other will be destroyed as well.
Conclusion is, Count your blessings. Every1 has rights, but ppl see that the other has more, and thus he wants more. Avarice is not only limited to material things, but also Favour, Power or in short, all things worldly.
If I have smote my brethren, be it as the past, not forgotten, but remembered, that it will not encompass me again. for i have just struck my brother, but another may have killed him, and another may have blamed another for his slaughter. And remember, Rights are not given, they are earned, as the food on your table or the shirt on your back. And for a reason it is made such. If they were given freely, it would be of no value, as it can be obtained everywhere.
And so, count your blessings. For if there was not a man lower than you, you would not be where you are...........
Friday, October 16
Frustration and anger/ My opinion about the principle of life as a journey.
I havnt composed anything recently. because all that i wanted to write, is GONE. all my half written ones, my drafts, all my resources, along with my music scores and HUGE song library and software, is gone.
There is one thing ppl cannot realise, that an introvert can be an extrovert, but the opposite can never happen. this is what ive learned from the comments i've got from what ive said and written and what ive seen with my own eyes.
1) Most Ppl today are hypocrites. Youths with potential do not rise because of this. Example: Medicine is a popular course 2day. So lets say, A Form 6 student wants to become a general surgeon, and comments come saying:' He is a coward, choosing a path which will not change anything. and again, if another form 6er wants to specialize in microsurgery, ppl say: he is digging his own grave, for this branch is a snare.
2) Those who arent hypocrites hate change. like how ppl react to me. I usually talk abt factual stuff, seem like a soft person, serious. However, those who know me, and as i can say, can be counted on one hand, can attest that I can be that, as well as the extreme opposite. I know alot of facts, i read abt latest discoveries and stuff, but the purpose is so that i can use it as a weapon in my speech. u cant raise a point without proof. period. I seem soft, a goody-goody, but i am not. My anger flares very easily, and i cut down my adversaries and throw them in the furnace. And i dont care who they are. my family has tasted that. U may be the elder, u may be my father, but u are also human. If u can attack, i too can defend. and defence is the best offense. and serious? dont make me laugh. I can recite an encyclopedia of jokes, and can make a comedy out of anything. just that my temper gets in the way.
3) Gifts do not exist anymore. Stuff which I get, are used as a tool to curry favour or blackmail me. at the same time, it is a rarity to accept a genuine gift, even from family. It happens evryday, ppl give bcause they want a reward, or worse, to blackmail the debtor. But doesnt evry religion and belief tell us, Our reward is already given. The question is when it will be recieved.
And so, the main conclusion here is, the opinions ant thoughts of todays world is flawed and disfigured. And that means me as well. And it is said, the 1st step to change is 'to realize the need for change'
malaysia, not any particular race as such, is beginning to realize this. the Bumiputera' themselves are starting to go against the NEP, which in actual fact, was formed with false and biased judgements.
The main obstacle is, ppl who are not happy, leave. They say, the malaysian dream is a total myth. Come to think of it, if all of our youth and capable man were to leave, it will be a myth, and remain a myth. But sum leave not to abandon. The go out and return with greater power and zeal for this vocation.
oK, that aside, now the 2nd part of this post.
The wise sage says, life is a journey, and this journey is more important than what lies at the beginning,or what the ending is.
well........ it is true, but not totally. there are some of my thoughts.
The journey is important, but it is the end which make us set out on this journey. This road only holds importance in how do we acheive this end, and probably discover that this journey leads to a dead end.as in a real journey, we must be prepared for it. the very foundation of a journey is planning and preparation. because 'the spirit may be willing, but the flesh is weak'. and because the flesh is weak, the spirit dies as well. Any christian knows what Jesus said, 'I am the alpha and the omega, the first and the last'. the gospels are said to be the most important, and rightly it is, but so are Genesis and the Apocalypse.
One question to all christians, do you know the 1st proclamation of the coming of the Messiah is in Genesis? and as early as chapter 3? it is called the protoevangelium. look it up urself. and in revelations, the glory of god and what is to come is to be revealed.
and mind, the end cannot come before the beginning. so to understand this bokk, what is before must be read and understood.
so now, i guess all of you have seen a part of my fortitude, which i indirectly showed. oh and to all those out there, whether you come to my blog or not, remember this: I cannot force you to to read or hear what i say, not can i make you understand what you do not want to. people read my works as if i'm paid for it, and it is my obigation to do so. I cannot change your opinion, it is yours, but i could make ppl pay for what I write. Malaysian writers are few and far between, and how many of them would write without considering the effects? I have mentioned, these are MY opinions. Many are offended not because of what I write, but because of how the decipher what i write. It is how how you place your perspective, not what you see with that perspective. this blog was created solely for the purpose of storage, but since it IS a blog, so I follow the protocol of a blog. I cannot ban or stop any1 from criticizing or spamming. I am not to judge whatever you say, but I can say this: for every criticism that comes, i can counter it, and with such power that ppl who see this criticism will say, 'this critic doesn't know what he's saying'. but I dont do that. Because his words will devour him one day, his own hands will slaughter him.
And watch Rocky balboa? u havent? u have? anyway, remember this quote, and of course Simon & Garfukle's 'The Boxer'
'It is not how hard you hit, It is how hard you GET hit and keep on hitting'
Final words: Being meek is the best defence to harsh criticism, and counterattacks often provide the fatal blow.
Till next time.........
There is one thing ppl cannot realise, that an introvert can be an extrovert, but the opposite can never happen. this is what ive learned from the comments i've got from what ive said and written and what ive seen with my own eyes.
1) Most Ppl today are hypocrites. Youths with potential do not rise because of this. Example: Medicine is a popular course 2day. So lets say, A Form 6 student wants to become a general surgeon, and comments come saying:' He is a coward, choosing a path which will not change anything. and again, if another form 6er wants to specialize in microsurgery, ppl say: he is digging his own grave, for this branch is a snare.
2) Those who arent hypocrites hate change. like how ppl react to me. I usually talk abt factual stuff, seem like a soft person, serious. However, those who know me, and as i can say, can be counted on one hand, can attest that I can be that, as well as the extreme opposite. I know alot of facts, i read abt latest discoveries and stuff, but the purpose is so that i can use it as a weapon in my speech. u cant raise a point without proof. period. I seem soft, a goody-goody, but i am not. My anger flares very easily, and i cut down my adversaries and throw them in the furnace. And i dont care who they are. my family has tasted that. U may be the elder, u may be my father, but u are also human. If u can attack, i too can defend. and defence is the best offense. and serious? dont make me laugh. I can recite an encyclopedia of jokes, and can make a comedy out of anything. just that my temper gets in the way.
3) Gifts do not exist anymore. Stuff which I get, are used as a tool to curry favour or blackmail me. at the same time, it is a rarity to accept a genuine gift, even from family. It happens evryday, ppl give bcause they want a reward, or worse, to blackmail the debtor. But doesnt evry religion and belief tell us, Our reward is already given. The question is when it will be recieved.
And so, the main conclusion here is, the opinions ant thoughts of todays world is flawed and disfigured. And that means me as well. And it is said, the 1st step to change is 'to realize the need for change'
malaysia, not any particular race as such, is beginning to realize this. the Bumiputera' themselves are starting to go against the NEP, which in actual fact, was formed with false and biased judgements.
The main obstacle is, ppl who are not happy, leave. They say, the malaysian dream is a total myth. Come to think of it, if all of our youth and capable man were to leave, it will be a myth, and remain a myth. But sum leave not to abandon. The go out and return with greater power and zeal for this vocation.
oK, that aside, now the 2nd part of this post.
The wise sage says, life is a journey, and this journey is more important than what lies at the beginning,or what the ending is.
well........ it is true, but not totally. there are some of my thoughts.
The journey is important, but it is the end which make us set out on this journey. This road only holds importance in how do we acheive this end, and probably discover that this journey leads to a dead end.as in a real journey, we must be prepared for it. the very foundation of a journey is planning and preparation. because 'the spirit may be willing, but the flesh is weak'. and because the flesh is weak, the spirit dies as well. Any christian knows what Jesus said, 'I am the alpha and the omega, the first and the last'. the gospels are said to be the most important, and rightly it is, but so are Genesis and the Apocalypse.
One question to all christians, do you know the 1st proclamation of the coming of the Messiah is in Genesis? and as early as chapter 3? it is called the protoevangelium. look it up urself. and in revelations, the glory of god and what is to come is to be revealed.
and mind, the end cannot come before the beginning. so to understand this bokk, what is before must be read and understood.
so now, i guess all of you have seen a part of my fortitude, which i indirectly showed. oh and to all those out there, whether you come to my blog or not, remember this: I cannot force you to to read or hear what i say, not can i make you understand what you do not want to. people read my works as if i'm paid for it, and it is my obigation to do so. I cannot change your opinion, it is yours, but i could make ppl pay for what I write. Malaysian writers are few and far between, and how many of them would write without considering the effects? I have mentioned, these are MY opinions. Many are offended not because of what I write, but because of how the decipher what i write. It is how how you place your perspective, not what you see with that perspective. this blog was created solely for the purpose of storage, but since it IS a blog, so I follow the protocol of a blog. I cannot ban or stop any1 from criticizing or spamming. I am not to judge whatever you say, but I can say this: for every criticism that comes, i can counter it, and with such power that ppl who see this criticism will say, 'this critic doesn't know what he's saying'. but I dont do that. Because his words will devour him one day, his own hands will slaughter him.
And watch Rocky balboa? u havent? u have? anyway, remember this quote, and of course Simon & Garfukle's 'The Boxer'
'It is not how hard you hit, It is how hard you GET hit and keep on hitting'
Final words: Being meek is the best defence to harsh criticism, and counterattacks often provide the fatal blow.
Till next time.........
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